How do I stop being a toxic nazi order enforcing dbag

[Shy]

I wanna eventually become admin and I personally believe that I'm to toxic/am a big ol crybaby. I want to change but I don't really know how. Anyone got advice?

[sWz]

Mfs rly asking for advice on how not to be an asshole

 

Ask ur father like the rest of society

[Shy]

6 minutes ago, dafty said:

Mfs rly asking for advice on how not to be an asshole

 

Ask ur father like the rest of society

Imagine having one

[Starlegendgod]

39 minutes ago, Shy said:

I wanna eventually become admin and I personally believe that I'm to toxic/am a big ol crybaby. I want to change but I don't really know how. Anyone got advice?

I commend you for acknowledging your bad traits(very rare here as  some one have to call them out for it). Time and dedication/being loyal to the community rules is really the few things you could do to change your bad traits/behavior. I dont believe you are a “crybaby”; i believe ppl see that you talk too loud or being obnoxious on mic or chat. You typing here for guidance alr shows potential of admin. 
 

Grind my dude

[Phoenix_]

If you are interesting in improving your abilities as CT, I made an unofficial guide to the CT side a while back here:

 

It's really generally just learning when to be lenient and just playing around with the Ts and don't be too serious. It's a game, have fun.

[Shy]

3 minutes ago, Phoenix_ said:

If you are interesting in improving your abilities as CT, I made an unofficial guide to the CT side a while back here:

 

It's really generally just learning when to be lenient and just playing around with the Ts and don't be too serious. It's a game, have fun.

Its stuff like I get buthurt from freekill and I go on and on and on about it I dont like that about myself.

[Poke]

4 minutes ago, Shy said:

Its stuff like I get buthurt from freekill and I go on and on and on about it I dont like that about myself.

Because you're taking yourself too seriously, part of it comes with maturity and time. It's not something that's going to change overnight, but the more you just relax the the easier it will get.

[dolo]

Its a game made of 1s and 0s don't take it too seriously man. Everyone at one point has taken the game too seriously, just remember when you get off the game that you don't care 15 minutes later.

[Starlegendgod]

24 minutes ago, Shy said:

Its stuff like I get buthurt from freekill and I go on and on and on about it I dont like that about myself.

Calm myself or joke about it if unintentional. Prepare player complaint if intentional(in case).

 

These what i do against fk but mainly dont take the game seriously

[lorax]

1 hour ago, Shy said:

I wanna eventually become admin and I personally believe that I'm to toxic/am a big ol crybaby. I want to change but I don't really know how. Anyone got advice?

give engaging orders, and orders that give a chance/opportunity to rebel make unquiet orders, be fun.