lynxie

Might Off Myself For 2017

Love is not kisses, hugs, sharing fucking drugs
Presents on your birthday, pictures of making love

Its dedication, trust and patience and compromise

Now do or die, ultimatums for you and I
I feel the vibe between us fading and I fucking hate it

I cut myself constantly I hate myself for creating

Pain within your heart and I'm thinking 

This pistol's tempting to scream it out

To my demons get even within yourself

She's crying she needs your help

And you're selfish think bout yourself

All these problems created

Extended from hate with self

And I hope that you won't leave

But the patience that you would need

Is the patience of several gods

Hanging on to selfish please

And I'm sorry, you deserve better

I wanted more for you, you hanging on 

You being strong and I want more for you

As long as you wont, leave me in the end

We both can still pretend 

That this life we live is worth it I promise...

- Sincerely, XXX