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Congrats guys!

Just some different things I need to talk about. I've taken about a 2 week break from the servers. I needed the break from here for a few reasons. Without too much detail I lost my grandfather and grandmother in the same day. They raised me from 3-12 and were the greatest things to me. At 12 I moved back with my mother, she didn't have custody because of bad choices earlier in her life. Point is I've been so fucking broken the past week. This past week of my life has been hell. I just don't get why life works this way, amazing people die while garbage people roam the earth. I was back to getting my faith again and was going to church, and then things like this happen that make me question if life is worth the work we put in. I'm still broken, I know things will get better but it just hurts so much. Now this is been going on for a bit longer but its about how the Ranks and Promotions effected me and a few other people. Getting CA/HigherUp was always a goal of mine and still is. The mindset I had from not getting the rank or people I felt should have got it instead was terrible. I felt so petty and jealous for seeing my friends and people I respected getting promotions over me. I was growing hatred and jealousy for people I called friends and it genuinely was eating at me. I finally realized how much of a complete asshole I was being. I still respected everyone when talking, but in my mind I was full of hate towards my fellow friends. One person finally knocked me off my high horse and said the honest truth. It hurt to hear it but it was absolutely what I needed. At that time is when I decided on the name change. It was just a way to tell myself that I'm changing how I think on here, call it cringy or not. I'm back now and my perspective has been totally shifted. At the end of the day I'm proud of what I've done here and will continue to do. These few break I've taken finally made me realize how much I've been given from this community, and I'm not taking those things for granted anymore. I realize by letting you guys know this might make me look bad, but I know I'm not the only one here with this type of mindset and I think they need to hear this to. It just didn't feel right to not share how I felt about it. Long story short I'm back and happy. Thanks.

Cool event, wonder who came up with that amazing idea.

Congrats to everyone! @Steven. I'm expecting great things from you my guy.

Why do y'all keep making events that I'm just going to win

Lots of storms over North East America right now, had a tornado touch down where I live a few days ago. Power was out that night and its been pretty bad the past few days. More to come so make sure you prepare if you live in that region.

Glad to see you back!

Welcome back chief!

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A few clips from last night, threw them together cause I was bored. Sorry about the audio quality, and no I don't own a fan. I'm not great at editing but I tried. I'm currently working on a video that should be around 10 mins, got some actually pretty crazy clips in there so cant wait to finish it.

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The only changes that make sense to me is AT to Server Manager and BD to Directors. Simplifies things and better states what the rank deals with. Administrative team never really felt like a good name for what the rank entailed in my opinion. Board of Directors sounds cool and all but I think just Director makes more sense and in a way looks cooler. Any other changes listed I'm not a fan of such as Modding Team to Mapper and Events Team to Event Coordinator. I think those 2 ranks should stay with their original names. Everything else I got no issue with.

I want @Snootch and @Lawool to read me bed time stories. Best voices on SG no cap. Cant think of anyone else doh.

The Bucs have a Tom Brady who regressed last year is like 73 years old. The Bucs defense is terrible as well so unless Brady is amazing which I doubt the overall team is still pretty poor. Also Lamar MVP x2 repeat.... also Super Bowl MVP of the 16-0 Ravens.

I cant hop on that Bucs train yet, I gotta see Brady perform before I believe the hype. I do like yours Bills prediction though, that division is wide open for a new contender and the Bills have what they need to take a step forward. Only thing wrong about this post is Ravens not being predicted to be 16-0, Lamar the Goat, Lamar > Wentz.

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With this crisis canceling sports I miss watching and talking about games. So for the time being one can thing that be talked about is the insane trades and signings this NFL free agency. I was going to go team by team and list the notable trades/signings but I realized that would take way too much time for my small mind to focus on something. So here is a link for that champ ----> http://www.nfl.com/news/story/0ap3000001106399/article/2020-nfl-free-agency-tracker-teambyteam-additions-trades Its crazy to see how many teams have drastically changed from what they were. Tom Brady and Ndamukong Suh to the Buccaneers, Phillip Rivers, Xavier Rhodes, and Deforest Buckner to the Colts, DeAndre Hopkins traded to the Cardinals for David Johnson, Todd Gurley to the Falcons, Calais Campbell to the Ravens, Stefon Diggs traded to the Bills, Nick Foles to the Bears, Melvin Gordon, Jurrell Casey, and A.J Bouye to the Broncos, Jack Conklin and Case Keenum to the Browns, Tyler Eifert to the Jaguars, Marcus Mariota and Jason Witten to the Las Vegas Raiders, Byron Jones and Jordan Howard to the Dolphins, Malcolm Jenkins and Emmanuel Sanders to the Saints, Darius Slay to the Eagles. Lots of teams making huge decision. NFL 2020 should be very exciting.

Yooooo my guy! EZ DUB FOR THE VIP TEAM!

Captain America Civil War I think would be awesome for this.

We all know we truly want this to be real.

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